This shall, and will most likely be the last post I will ever post on this blog, so yeah, let me try making the best out of it, to all of the 121 people who follows this “love” blog I guess you could say, I honestly don’t think I have done Amber justice with this blog, I don’t think it truly, represents everything that she was, and is to me, she is beyond perfect, in every manageable way possible, she can brighten any one’s day, just by speaking. She has the most spectacular mind, and attitude. Even though sometimes she can be a bit of a downer. She has anything, any one could ever want in a person. Now, I’m pretty sure most of you think, this is just a flirty remark of me, to try and get her back, You know. I can actually accept that she has moved me out of that big position in her life, and I am going to try and make the best out of it, whether I wanted it or not. Back to the point. She is the most ambitious and brave person I have ever known, and hopefully will meet, she is beyond amazing, and no words in the vocabulary could express how everyone should see her. Not as the depressed teenager, who doesn’t know what to do with her life, but the brave teenager, who is just waiting for her life to unfold right infront of her. I don’t think she sees that, and that is one of the few things that is wrong with her, she does not see the beauty, and strength she has inside of her, she isn’t quite ready to believe everything that she knows, but will not admit. Amber, you are absolutely perfect, in every way possible, and known to the human race. You personality sticks out, so much, that I couldn’t even see anybody else in a room, but you. That faithful day we met, has honestly been the best day of my life, and I don’t regret a thing we have been through, and what we will have yet to come, all I know is that I don’t want to spend a waking moment without being somewhere in your life, and you being somewhere in mine. You are here. With me. No matter how much you may dislike me in the future, or how much we may grow apart in the end. I want you to know, that I will always be here, no matter what happens in this sick and twisted up world that we live in, I will be here. I love you,  Amber. Never forget that, never forget anything that I have ever told you, Every word that I have spoken here, is the truth, and you need to see that. You are all I have.

Dear Amber,  
I will more than likely be sitting here for hours writing every single thing that I love about you. The list goes on and on of the ways that you warm my heart. You are completely down to earth. You are perfect in every single way possible, you may not see it, but I sure do. I love all of your little quirks, like how when you type something wrong, you either laugh about it, get mad, or blame the nearest thing to you. I love how you can light up a whole room just by walking in it. Whenever I talk to you, there isn’t a single moment, when I don’t feel like I’m with someone that I shouldn’t be with. You are my best friend, other half, mi amor. I can’t come to words when I am around you, because you leave me speechless with your beauty, and your personality, and every single little thing you do.. perfect to me. I love how even though we get each other, we still have so many things to talk about. There isn’t a time when I feel a conversation is awkward or dead with you. I love how I can come to you with anything, And I know that you will always listen, and you know I am always here for you when you need anything at all. I’ve been friends with you for a long time and I am happy you are finally mine. @_  @ And I couldn’t be any happier with that. I know the things that you have went through with past relationships, and I promise you, I will try my hardest to keep you in my life, whether we aren’t together or not, for you to be here with me. You mean the world and  beyond to me, and nothing will ever change that. I love you, Amber Lynn Pettway, always have.